Blog Explosion!
Well here I am writing again. It's got to be some kind of record for me! Anyways... It's 2:47am and I can't sleep. Those damn clown's are hovering and they look hungry! Actually, it's my mind that is racing again. It's been awhile since it's done this and it usually comes up with some pretty insightful things when it's like this. And this time is no different!! However, I'm not going to blog about them this time. I'm going to simmer on them and refine it a little before I say anything. And even then, it'll probably just be to my darling wife. So sorry blog readers! Kind of dangling a carrot in front of you then eating it in front of you! hehehe
Anyways... I should figure out how to get to sleep. I can't go and read Harry Potter because it's not boring and i'll probably read it till the sun comes up! I'll figure something out.
11 comments:
Hey Shaun,
Just wanted to let you know that I am sorry your so called friends have made you feel the way you do...but that despite what you might think, you aren't alone. You're not the only one who gets the information second hand.
The people from high school aren't who we thought they are, or would be. They aren't as supportive, they aren't as cool, and they aren't as friendly. They are also lousy at picking "sides".
Sucks huh?
Thanks... ummm... Mysterious Stranger??... I have made piece with most of them but that's what guys do.
As for picking sides... I guess you have to stand by your significant other if that's what you mean...
Well, I guess I didn't need to comment then :) I'm glad it's getting worked out for you.
As for the 'sides' thing...I just meant that I am pretty sure I am aware of the event that preceded all the choosing of sides. And understand full well how much it sucks to be on the side not chosen. It's just too bad that time has not brought maturity with it.
Yeah... well... time has taught me some hard lessons I suppose since then and I probably forced the issue of "sides" back then but at that point, I lost something that meant a lot to me and I needed support... and I only really got that from a couple of my friends... which nearly wasn't enough.
But I'm still here... and gained some insight into people I thought I knew. I may be able to forgive... but I will never forget.
Anywho!!! Jeez... this is enough blog entry in itself!! And I don't even know who ya are!! But ya want to stay anonymous... and that's cool. Everyone has a hidden self that wishes to remain hidden from others...
I just wanted to make sure you knew that someone else out there understood.
I'm sorry to hear that you didn't get the support you needed years ago. I don't imagine anyone quite knew what to say to anyone else...and so no one said much of anything. And all of us suffered because of it. Your being able to forgive is a comforting thought.
Anyway...As for anonymous...it's probably better this way...isn't it?
LOL... If you say so?? Without knowing who you are I can't give you a definitive yes or no on that but I'll take your word for it! You seem to know quite a bit but I guess there was quite a few people involved in the end so i'm told. I've got holes in my memory from then because of things I did. Oh well... for good or ill... I'm the man I am now because of or Despite what happened back then.
hehe.. and to all of those reading that are entirely lost... Don't Ask!
Boy, what to say :) There's that line there...to cross or not to cross...and the uncertainty of whether that line is actually going to turn into a dangerous gorge with a million jagged rocks at the bottom.
It's the most troubling to realize, that at the end of the line, it was the friendships that suffered the most. If there had been a way to change that, I'm sure everyone involved would have. But everyone was so young, and unsure, and had scattered like dust in some cases.
However, I think that Despite what happened, you seem to have turned out pretty good :) Lovely wife, gorgeous children, a job handling radioactive materials...what more could a man ask for?? Wait...Are you Homer Simpson and I never knew it!? :) sorry...lost a point there on account of the lameness :)
If you want to delete all of this so as not to bring troubling questions from your readers, I completely understand.
Naw... let them read. It'll give them something to speculate over for the next couple weeks before they forget about it!
And as for your identity... maybe it's me talking to myself for all you readers out there! HUH?? Maybe a little split personality to keep me sane while i'm alone in this house for the week! It's either that or turn into a "Beast" and trash the house. Problem with that is I'd have to clean it before the family got home so this is just easier...
Anyways... Stew on that one for a little while people! :)
*Singing* Let's give 'em somethin' to talk about...a little mystery to figure out...
Just kidding :P
Do *you* know who I am?
Nope... and I don't NEED to know either. You used an anonymous nick to start with and I'm sure you had your reasons. Besides, at this point in time, people seem a little bit Twitchy for lack of a better word and you seem nice. I don't want you to get into a spot you can't get out of either! Or easily anyways!
Okay then. Anonymous it is. But if you ever feel the need to know...just ask.
I thought you had left a clue in an earlier comment indicating that you were on to me, but I also could be reading into things too far :) It happens.
Hmm...it's hard to know where to go from here. Don't want to be causing the twitchy people any unrest :) And I am nice...or at least try to be.
This has been good for me. Thank you.
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