Alright... it seems I have a few more people reading this blog then what I thought... and to those of you that read my blog, here is what I have to say... "That.... is.... so.... sad" hehehehehe

It's weird knowing there are quite a few people who read this! And now i'm kind of glad I never let loose the inner... ummmm... creature that is me on this!!! And that was my original intent but after I wrote the first blog, I decided against it. I tried keeping it light and just about what was going on in my life and not in my mind. SOOOO... to that end, I apologize for the rage that I unleashed a while back. You kind of got a taste what lies beneath the class clown. I thought about deleting the entry but I left it in as a reminder to those of you who know me and a warning to those of you just getting to know me, that looks can be deceiving... and that I'm not like those Germans that are all "smiles and sunshine" (Sorry to any of you who are germans). I have feelings too and although I tend to bury them under smiles and jokes, they are still there and are still very real... and eventually it gets to be too much and I snap! I know I know... not the healthiest thing in the world to be doing. Especially for a guy that handles Radioactive materials all day long!! That's like telling a postal worker that his wife left him..... for the dog that always attacked him on his route... and burned his baseball card collection.... THEN handing him a gun and telling him he has to work the holiday monday at normal pay or else he's fired. OK OK... maybe it's not THAT bad but it's bad enough! The good thing is if I ever develope a tumor from all my inner turmoil that I keep bottled up.... It's a good bet I've got something at work that will zap the lil bastard out of existence!! ALWAYS GOT TO LOOK ON THE POSITIVE SIDE OF THINGS!! hehehehe

Alright... I got a bit silly there but you people catch my meaning. It all basically comes down to this, I'm a pretty easy going guy and I forgive a lot (Who needs the stress/baggage??). But don't ever lie to me no matter what the reason. I'm an adult and I'll deal with whatever you throw at me accordingly. I've gone through too damn much when people lie to me and I'm never going back to that dark place.

Pretty simple yes?? DON'T LIE TO ME. 4 little words. And i'm sure you all feel the same way!

Sooooooooooooo..... This will probably be it for the heavy stuff (and I use the term lightly... oh jeez... Heavy Light Stuff??) And I'll also try to update this more now that I know people are interested in my life. Here's a taste of things to come.... "Shaun's Commissioning Project is done and full production begins... HELLO 64 HOUR WORK WEEKS :(" and the ever so popular "Shaun and his lesson in WSIB work claims". Oh Joy... I can't wait for that particular one!! NOT!!!

Good Night Everyone...